Here is my poem about the experience:
Wales
Great
green slopes
flow down
as if cut
by glacial
ice many moons ago.
The trees a
potpourri of
types and hues.
Pine, Alders, Birch
and Willows,
abound in this place,
full of low valleys
and high mountains
green as if it
rained everyday.
A place that
surprises me,
beauty unsurpassed
history, Quakers,
hidden spiritual
meeting places,
persecution and
longing to worship freely.
My husband wanders
the cemetery
searching for
Roberts and Ellis names
on the headstones.
So intent on searching for
his background.
Lost in thought
of distant and long ago
relatives.
A black and white cat
crosses my path and
comes to say “HI”.
He acts as if he owns the
place.
It almost feels
as if the cat is a
reincarnation of
some past relative
coming to reach out to me.
I sit enjoying
the beautiful churchyard,
my husband so intent on
finding a connection.
I don’t think he knows,
the connection is there already.
I see it in you, your siblings,
your father and your grandparents.
Kindness, honesty, goodness,
a quietness that allows you
to listen intently to all around you.
They have been with you all
along, guiding you in the
Quaker way of life.
As we sat at the secret Quaker
meeting sight
at Tyddyn Y Garreg
below a huge rock altar
I could hear their longing
to be free.
To be what
they wanted,
worship as they wished.
They risked all by going
to this new promised land.
Shhh..quiet…
we are here
with you always.
Love to all, Julie and Chris